Waiting Game

So my IVF doctor is currently on holiday, selfish! Jk obviously she's allowed to have a life. Just annoying having to wait until she's back to start things up. While I'm enjoying the break of things being shoved up my vagina, I'm now ready to tackle this shit head on.

I've been patient and waited, and I know I've got to wait some more but I don't wanna waaaaa. Sorry for my tantrum. Anyway, new year new me right!?! Maybe even...a new life? Growing inside my womb which I created naturally? Good joke me, good joke.

I'm going to boss this IVF shiz, I'm going after it.



 I'm 29 this month, crazy times. I really thought I'd be preggers and have had a baby by 29 but ha at me right?!??! I'm looking forward to being another year older and all the more wiser with what I've gone through.

Love,
Blue moon girl x

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